||[May. 1st, 2005|12:06 am]
i dont know why this is effecting me as much as it is.
but it is.
&& i dont know what to do.
he didnt deserve this.
&&now his fiances left in a wreck.
she didnt deserve this.
no one was ready to let him go.
was he ready to let go?
i cry about it.
&& i dont know why.
i used to see him a lot with jenn.
whenever they came over.
&& he was always polite && kind.
&&he never said anything to offend anyone.
he was shy.
&& now he's gone.
but its not his fault.
&& i just hope he's doing okay now.